"Silence!!!!",this is just one of the many words I,myself told the class when I become he student teacher of the Social Studies...Even if I totally prepared myself and all the things ,materials or stuffs and the words I have to say with the discussion for that certain subject or for my demonstration in Social Studies,still deep down in my heart, there are still mixed feelings of excitement and at the same time feeling of nervousness...Excitement because its my first time to teach Social Studies with Mdm. Logarta watching over me (For your information, she's totally or maybe absolutely strict....No very very strict when it comes to her subject....the Soc Sci...)..Nervous because I don't have an idea and I don't know what will be my classmates reactions and opinions and what are their comments on me....
There are so many questions wandering in my mind like:
will my classmates cooperate with me, will they listen to my discussions,will they be happy with my teachings, or are they impress the way I teach them..Those are some of the Many questios inside my mind the moment I step the platform...
The feelings that I felt inside is like I was unprepared..Not prepared for a deadly battle...But thank God, Christlyn (my co-student teacher who also taught Social Studies) help me to reduce or lessen the nervousness I felt deep inside...At first I had series of difficulties in adjusting to my classmates which at that time were my students...It's hard to manage or handle a class that was so noisy and some kind of handling a kind of class that don't have respect to their teachers- who talks a lot even if I am talking in front of them.At the same time,I'm a little bit disappointed and also depressed with them for not obeying nor paying attention to me when I discussed some matte6rs and because of that I realized how hard it was for my teachers to also adjust to us nd I also realized how hard it was for them to teach the class when none of his/her students listened to her/his discussions...
The reflections tht builds in my mind is that being a teacher wasn't easy if you don't know how to become one...I mean...If you don't have experiences or maybe if you don't have the idea on how to become a teacher .....I will surely assure you that you could'nt passed the trials or ,maybe the consequences you will faced as a teacher....
You need to have more patience when it comes in handling a class....But..the teachers should not also the one to put the effort to adjust to her/his class...We the students should alsO ADJUST to them because if we both work together,,we can make a better family and a class...
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